I had this on my phone and read it everyday. It gave me hope. And now…..I’ve lost. I’ve lost the love of my life. I’ve lost the battle between my heart and mind. I’ve lost myself. I feel i have no choice. My heart is blind. It doesn’t want to believe the truth. The facts staring it in the face. I am not wanted. The life I dreamed, the future I envisioned, is now my nightmare. This wasn’t just anyone. Or a fling. Or summer love. I’ve had all those. She was the one.